I keep fighting myself on this one . . . battle of the mind, guess that's always my issue. But this time I'm just going to let things happen, no more over-analyzing, no more thinking-too-much. I've been there, done that, and ruined myself. So the events that take place from this moment on, I'm leaving to chance. I care too much to worry this time, I'm just going with it, and we'll see where that leaves me. Heartbroken or happy. We'll just have to wait and see.