I feel silly and selfish when I want things, when I already have so much...

I have salvation.

I have an amazing family.

I have wonderful friends.

I have a fun summer job with friends.

I have a place to live and house-sitting gigs lined up.

I have a teaching job in the fall.

I have a car that is paid for.

I have traveled to a few places.

I have loved.

I have lost.

I have the ability to read, write and understand.

I have hot water.

I have a sense of safety and stability.

I have the ability to see and hear.

I have a great education.

I have a computer with Internet access.

I have ownership of more than enough household items and clothing.

I have a lot. And I am very thankful. So again, I feel so silly, so selfish that I could want more. Not things, not stuff, necessarily...

I want a husband.

I want babies.

I want to own a house.

I want to be in a position where I can help meet others' needs.

I want to travel more so that I understand deeper and think less of myself and more of others.

How can I want more when I already have so much?