Saturday, March 24, 2007


My last spring break officially started yesterday at 2:30.
So far so good... right up until 20 minutes ago... when i realized just how lame it's gonna be to be here alone for the next 5 days. *sigh* But I realize, that this week will actually go far faster than I care it to, and I'll not really get enough stuff done.

My stomach is in knots.

Have you ever sat in a room surrounded by friends but still felt alone? Everyone is over and Jonathan and Rachel's kicking off Spring Break- and I'm sitting on my butt in the apartment... I just can't face the people- I can't face the sense of being alone even though I'm surrounded. I'd much rather just sit with you- I'd even face the silence bravely.

There's only one thing I want right now.
But I'll never be able to say what it is...
Guess that's just how life goes sometimes.

in other news- I faced the closet and I won.


kitten said...

you were deeply missed tonight my beautiful friend. hope all is well and that you have a good, restful week!

ryanmortinson said...

closet??? like you cleaned the closet??? or you came out of the closet because you're secretly a biker babe disguised as a college student??? and what do you want??? you can't leave a person hanging like that... maybe just a clue...

grace and peace sister. breathe deep the peace of God.