My last spring break officially started yesterday at 2:30.
So far so good... right up until 20 minutes ago... when i realized just how lame it's gonna be to be here alone for the next 5 days. *sigh* But I realize, that this week will actually go far faster than I care it to, and I'll not really get enough stuff done.
My stomach is in knots.
Have you ever sat in a room surrounded by friends but still felt alone? Everyone is over and Jonathan and Rachel's kicking off Spring Break- and I'm sitting on my butt in the apartment... I just can't face the people- I can't face the sense of being alone even though I'm surrounded. I'd much rather just sit with you- I'd even face the silence bravely.
There's only one thing I want right now.
But I'll never be able to say what it is...
Guess that's just how life goes sometimes.
in other news- I faced the closet and I won.